See, there is a conflict in between me all the time. I'm a hoarder. But I also have the wish to get rid of stuff. Most of the time the stacking side wins. So there are lots of things I love and can't give away. There are things that have an emotional weight for me. There are lots of things of which I think "maybe I can do something out of it, maybe it's useful for something" - a puppeteers disease.. And there are stacks of stuff I'm planning on selling at a flea market. Yet it didn't happen.
Moving is a chance.
At the moment I'm sorting out CDs. Radically.
I try to list some of my clothing at "kleiderkreisel".
But there's still a lot of other things that are looking for a new home. Nice things. Things I like. Things other people might like as well. And I fear I can't give them away to people I don't like. Or even dislike.
So maybe I'll post some of them here.
Do you agree?
And question of the day: Will I lose my past when I give away stuff that reminds me of what I was like? Will I be a different person without my stuff? And why can't I live like a buddhist?
Lesson of the day: Yes, we need money for our big adventure. But most of our stuff has no value but an emotional one. Thus leads me to the conclusion that there's nothing to win while everything to lose.
This really is hard and joyful the same.
Please I need your help.
- I'm done.